Doesn’t it stink when you’re right!
As predicted, Situational Meltdown #2 occured yesterday. That’s a 3 day duration episode sequence – 1 episode, followed by a 1 day minor upswing, followed by 1 day complete meltdown. A “seroquel holiday” level meltdown which is a “should be in the hospital but know I’ll be swinging back in a day or 2 so why bother”. Taking an almost double dose puts me down like an elephant for 24 hours, long enough to break the cycle progression.
** NOTE: This is a “last resort” action, one approved by both my doctors. Do not mess with your meds, even in times of dire need, without talking to YOUR doc/s first!!! **
So now we have a baseline for the study, which is putting a positive spin on a “not fun” time. Considering this is my first venture into actual research, and though it is skewed because being the subject messes with objectivity, it’s off to a stellar start!
And so as to leave you with yet another uplifting message: